I am afraid...

I am afraid…

I compelled myself to pen it down,
Struggling hard with the inner fear,
They won’t accept it, I know;
The rawness of being human.

I see them hovering on me,
I fear not their acceptance,
For that, I care not even a bit,
I am afraid to be naked.

The words leave me defenseless,
I need no cover from their rejection,
But their love, I despise,
It’s poisonous enough to kill a snake.

Still I compelled myself to pen it down,
To be alive in this dead cold world,
My words pull me out from anesthesia,
I warm my shivering heart in it.

I try to stand up and stamp my feet,
They had frozen and joints hardened,
I should run to save myself,
From what they call it, love.

Comments

  1. SatavishaMay 10, 2020 at 11:36 AM

    Excruciating yet superlative. Salute to your spirit!

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